I am really dying
Oh My gosh...I am so short lived!!! I am really dying!!!
Well, over the past year plus or so....actually I don't know since when..........but the thing is that there are these patches of slightly lighter skin appearing on my back and abdominal areas and it is spreading or what I am not too sure but tthe thing is that it has come to the stage that I can't really tell where it starts and where it ends. I actually wanted to go see the doc a couple of weeks back but my mom say no money so wait till today, after the stupid fucking DFS paid me finally that I went to the Hougang polyclinic today.
The experience at the polyclinic was really crazy, the doctor's Q no. did not change for 40 mins!! After I discribe why I was there, he take a look and refered me to the hospital, the Skin Care Centre in Singapore. I was wondering if it was really that serious or were they only inefficient as this is my second time at the polyclinic in don't know how many years and both times I was refered to the hospital. Kknow when is my next appt? 8 Feb 8.30am! On New Year's Eve!!! Then off course there is a referal letter and the doctor wrote some stuff and anyhow staple a nit at the sides. So I tried my best to read what the doc was writing......luckily his handwriting is not too bad.... he describe it as "hypopigmentation". When I came back to office in the afternoon, I did some search on the net on it and it does sound good. It could be caused by disease, albinoism(I don't think so), drug/chemical reaction, genetic link(I don't think so either)and some other kinds of weird skin conditions blah blah blah....there are many things to it. Anyway, unless I am that lucky to have just some growth thing or poor blood circulation or diet stuff, otherwise I sound to be in for some real serious and costly trouble....weep weep weep.........I am really dying.....
Anyway, today at the doc I also got some oinitment to put for the ear infection thingy.
Oh yeah...I just recievedmy retainers today, they feel kind of weird caz there is like plactic above and below your tongue and they affect the way you choose to put your teethe together.
Today is such a saddening day as there is such disturbing initial diagnosis.
Yesterday was much better....At least there was things for me to be happy about like Leonardo Dicarprio won best actor in the golden globes for starring in the movie aviator which also won best film that night.
Sad sad sad.....weep weep weep.......
Well, over the past year plus or so....actually I don't know since when..........but the thing is that there are these patches of slightly lighter skin appearing on my back and abdominal areas and it is spreading or what I am not too sure but tthe thing is that it has come to the stage that I can't really tell where it starts and where it ends. I actually wanted to go see the doc a couple of weeks back but my mom say no money so wait till today, after the stupid fucking DFS paid me finally that I went to the Hougang polyclinic today.
The experience at the polyclinic was really crazy, the doctor's Q no. did not change for 40 mins!! After I discribe why I was there, he take a look and refered me to the hospital, the Skin Care Centre in Singapore. I was wondering if it was really that serious or were they only inefficient as this is my second time at the polyclinic in don't know how many years and both times I was refered to the hospital. Kknow when is my next appt? 8 Feb 8.30am! On New Year's Eve!!! Then off course there is a referal letter and the doctor wrote some stuff and anyhow staple a nit at the sides. So I tried my best to read what the doc was writing......luckily his handwriting is not too bad.... he describe it as "hypopigmentation". When I came back to office in the afternoon, I did some search on the net on it and it does sound good. It could be caused by disease, albinoism(I don't think so), drug/chemical reaction, genetic link(I don't think so either)and some other kinds of weird skin conditions blah blah blah....there are many things to it. Anyway, unless I am that lucky to have just some growth thing or poor blood circulation or diet stuff, otherwise I sound to be in for some real serious and costly trouble....weep weep weep.........I am really dying.....
Anyway, today at the doc I also got some oinitment to put for the ear infection thingy.
Oh yeah...I just recievedmy retainers today, they feel kind of weird caz there is like plactic above and below your tongue and they affect the way you choose to put your teethe together.
Today is such a saddening day as there is such disturbing initial diagnosis.
Yesterday was much better....At least there was things for me to be happy about like Leonardo Dicarprio won best actor in the golden globes for starring in the movie aviator which also won best film that night.
Sad sad sad.....weep weep weep.......
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